Update

I realize that my rant below was really unnecessary but because this is my blog, it was good to vent it out anyway.

I pretty much just write whatever I need to write down, and it has my highs and lows which is probably the reason why when people read this may wonder if my life is ever stable?

I just want to put it out there that I am writing in this like no one is reading my blog and I tend to only write when I have a concern, a worry, when I'm down, or when something amazing happens. We are going from one end of the spectrum to another.

I am just letting the world in on my thoughts and what is affecting my life, etc.

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Also that rant has been taken care, we talked about it, it was a rough night yesterday. It is funny how you can get so angry at someone but still like them so much at the same time. At one point of the night our conversation got awful to where we were raising our voices but then all of a sudden we just started laughing and then the mood change. It had a rough ending as well but luckily we were able to end on a high point. He is a great guy, and I just need to learn to trust him, and he's right, we've both chosen each other to be the one we care most about...so I'm just going to stick with that.