I am looking forward to summer. I am looking forward to walks and runs in the park. Summer is just nice because I get to spend more time outdoors and enjoy the sun (whenever it comes out, this is Fargo..you know, ha!).
The unfortunate thing is that I will probably still be working 50-60 hour weeks so I still won't see the outside very much since the majority of my work day is from 8a-10, 11-8pm, blah! At least I will see it somewhat on the weekends and on my "day" off during the week after 5:30pm :)
I am excited for summer, but I think I'm just excited for the future in general. I'm really happy where I'm at in life right now and I can just see it getting better from here. The future doesn't look all that scary and even though I don't know what's to come, I feel like I don't have so much on my plate anymore.
Last summer was rough, I was working overnights, in a tough roommate situation, and just not happy. I was working on working through my depression and anxiety, along with making some serious changes to my life. I started working out a lot, lost a lot of weight (we all know this), did some job searching, and figured out what I wanted to do with the fall.
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I just can't believe it's already February already. Where has the time gone? I can't believe how much has changed since last summer. I feel like I'm a completely different person which is amazing. I remember how sad I was feeling, and how nervous I was for everything!!
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